will i possibly travel abroad or have chance doing anything abroad education or general
i want to do different things at one time and not focused on even one thing. nothing is working out
how can i control emotional stress and be good in studies.i try hard but mind and body feel hesistant to work continuously stressful going in life for 6 years now

Worship lord Hanuman daily. Donate food for street animals. if possible daily. Homecooked like Rotis etc. You will surely get relief. You are more doubting yourself. Do not do it. Foreign travels can be After April. Probably or next year.