please help if anyone can interpret why it happened to me. I am 32 years old female. had chemical pregnancy in aug 2021. then I conceived again on Dec 2021. had taken medical termination of pregnancy in 28th April and delivered a baby boy at 18weeks because my water bag leaked. I am devastated right now don’t have a will to live. why it happened to me. never did anything bad to someone . people showed their true face what we are facing right now? will I ever be healed from this trauma. don’t want to live

dhanu lagan sanghrs ki rashi
5th lord barren sign
lagan lord also barren sing
aur moon sing. bhi
3no. child releted garah barren sign me hau
bal krishna gopal ki puja kraye apne ghr me
vat tree lagaye aone haatho se.
pyrnima ya aamawashya ke din rounding le tree ka spouse ke saatb 108 time saam ke samay pardosh kal me ….
ye kre aur bhagwan shiv ji aur maa parvri ji ki puja kre aur paratjna krne child ke liye
bhagwan shiv ji kripya krenge
tree kis din laga sakti mei? and subah ya sham?
subaha me tree koi bhi somar se sani war tk lagana accha hai …sunday nhi hi lagaye
thank you sir ..I will surely do this