Will I ever live a normal life?
everything is delayed in my life, education, job, earnings, marriage, everything.
due to my own ignorance and negligence my education got delayed and now I don’t have a job and no income source.
people of my age have moved ahead in life but I am still stuck in this spot.
is it even worth living with a chart like this or am I born to live as a failure?
You are very very spiritual person. Must say. Worship Lord Vishnu daily. Do not worry. That master’s ques. of M.tech was your’s. I think.
yes ma’am, that question was mine only. thankyou very much for the guidance.
ujjain mahakal ke darash kr lo ek baar thik ho jayega life
aur pitro ko mana lo thik ho jayega life aamvashya ke din jal mitha namkin agni aur pipal ke jal aur donation kro kali til uddad
You have a natural disinterest in things, which causes the delay. So only 2 solutions are possible – either increase your disinterest so that you’re not bothered by delays or failures also, or you increase your interest so that you do things properly and succeed. First solution is not at all possible because as we ignore problems, they get bigger and bigger and bigger… so please enhance your involvement in things.
What you need is more in the nature of emotional guidance or understanding, rather than remedies. Listen to a spiritual teacher like Osho or Sadhguru, it will really help.
The way your mind works, you can easily grasp the path of Karm Yog taught by Sri Krishna, which is actually extremely difficult to understand and implement. Go ahead and understand it, apply it.
Also, you have a strong inner magnet to help and guide people, help them rise above cycles of failure etc. Try to make progress on this path and see that you also make progress in life along with the ones you guide/help. Consider your current life situation a training to fulfil the karma you have. So of course it is worth living :), else god would not have created it this way.
Spend some alone time near calm fountains or water bodies, it will help you.
Also contribute towards wellness of fishes, and try to go to some nearby lake etc and feed fish every few days. Pursue swimming regularly.