can someoone help me by looking into charts
i want to clear CA exam but everytime i enrol and make payment but not able to study and then drop idea of even appearing this is been the pattern for 5 years now and had a breakup 4 year back due to which i was badly hurt and i feel that in this 4year my mind is still connected with her i had left the job 3 yr back to start a business which is also going below average. i donot own house and i have already crossed half of the life span of my life at an age of 38. kindly help sir

Sir, only single problem you have is that you don’t work hard enough and don’t work consistently. Fulfilment of desires will happen for you if and only if you work hard and work consistently. In childhood you would have been an ambitious person.
Make some contribution to female vocational training places in a regular manner (time, effort, or money, etc) or female nursing colleges.
Obviously you have to let go of the past and the breakup as well…
Thankyou sir and god bless you