I have some trauma in 2021 due to which I forget things, in 2021 I got into relationship with genuine guy in 2021 with confused state and after 2 years he broke up I literally forget about that 2 years that when he came and when he left from my life..I had one relationship of 8 years ended in 2019
I get scared of marriage and I have those fear that if I get married I won’t able to sustain the marriage bcz of trauma…I have saturn in 7th house in aquarius sign and in d9 too saturn in 7th house In aries lgna…I literally drawn towards those who have those deep culture thing and matured ones and I feel that bcz of this thing I won’t b able to get married as I keep on searching that mature and culture thing in guy which I never got
Everything I feel is so karmic in relationship
Will my marriage will happen and when , will I have to search for him? I am 30 years old female