need help with sade sati and family – life – job stability

I am going through severe fear and tough phase.
lost job in March -April this year. went through traumatic depression in July, august, September. I am taking medicines to recover.
I recently left bad habbit. had a tough childhood since birth.
there is lack of trust between mom and dad. and some relative from dad side has ignited the mistrust which is destroying my life.

All my dreams have shattered and I fear loosing my homeland forever and I fear loosing my mom. I dont have good foundation for stable career, stable home or money for having good marraige Or life in future.

what will happen with me. please help . I am severly worried and in immense pressure.