I read sir’s book, Rituals of Happy Soul and started doing the rituals as suggested. It has helped me a lot, using less phone, reading more and grounding myself in nature. However, with all them, I did two more things:
1 Drew an upward triangle (border using green pen – no filling)
2 Started meditating on Raag yaman before sleeping (Kept phone away after that).
It did 2 things – 1st day in Meditation, I got a vision of a frightening entity which filled my entire being with fear.
On 3rd day, I got visions of my maternal ancestral home’s old days (we built a new building over it a few years ago and sold it). Specifically an underground well and 3rd floor of that home.
In 3 days only, I also got half a dozen dreams, and I penned them down.
But I want to talk about 2 specific dreams.
One on 1st day: I got dream that we have to burn down my paternal ancestral home with some entity in it but it won’t burn down.
2nd dream which I got today: I was beating the life out of the guy who had wronged me and my mother. Violent attacks with clear intent to harm him to death.
Now, with the first dream: I remembered that under unwanted circumstances, I had a wasp-nest killed with a liquid spray from outside my hostel window.
And with the second dream I realised where my anger was stored (even when frustrated, I don’t display anger visibily in general).
I want help in regards to how do I apologise to the wasps and do a proper penance there?
2nd would it be okay if I offer dry-fruits and fruits to a pond (considering it a waterbody)? Because living in UK, I don’t know if I can get a mirror and copper coins and may not be offer anything to a river as I may be fined for that.
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My Birth details are: 8 September 2000, 16:50:00, Nadiad, Gujarat, India
