Please help what can I do and reason for this misery.Name – ayush My dob – 20/5/2001 time – 18.08 pm place-rourkela, raurkela , odisha I have become destroyed from all part of my life — not able to earn and already failed 10 business . Left house for trying vairag and sanyas failed and return miserably after 40 days. Failed at family business also
Failed class 12th also
Not able to decided what to do
Not gaining success spiritually even after 1 year or 18 months of continuous Shiva bhakti,Hanuman bhakti,
Not gaining success materially also
Non of my small business success
Extreme anger on mother
Totally hating father and sister
Stopped going to temples also from 6months
Feeling bad and miserable
Tried everything
Only lucky I have got two trips of Malaysia and Thailand each in past 18 months of 3 days each.
But a year has 365 days. I don’t know what to do.
Not gaining proper guidance for spiritually and if my life there is no spirituality then also not even 1 percent success from business
Marketed my brand to 100 shops not got response from any . I am in iron steel business which is my family business and is running only because of my father and I am not getting confidence to even go to shop from 3 months .
Just sitting in house and trying to solve my problems with astrology.